Both lucky and not on this one. I made a very unsound attack based on a prepped system I studied this past week. We went way off the studied line, and I tried to make it happen anyway. I got lucky to get out of the attack up when I could have been losing a lot. Then I got lucky again when there was a pawn push opportunity that my opponent missed. Then I froze up in the end game as usual and offered a draw when I was still winning because I couldn't figure out how to proceed and was scared of just ending up losing because I'm so bad in the endgame.